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Today was bad. And I never want to go through that again.
So, after that I stayed in bed for a long time. I read the whole of Harry Potter and Sorcerer's Stone. Next is either Oedipus Rex or Dracula.
Now, I'm going to read and cry myself to sleep. Cheers.
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Fun filled day with my mum! [no sarcasm]
We went shopping, where I actually got clothes! Holy!
Hopefully, some time within this next week, I'll be able to open a checking account. YES!
Derek and I went to the new[er] mall tonight.
I got some undies. Har har.
Went back to my house and picked up LoTR, the Return of the King, then to his house to watch it.
Tonight was better, only 30 minutes late. :)
( Oh, you touch my tra la la )
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Saturday, June 26th, 2004
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Went to Barnes and Nobles, but first stopped by Jason's Deli, poor Derek was hungry.
Wandered around B&N making various innuendos and massive grabbing.
Got a Mocha Frappuccino :)
Went back to Denham and stopped at Wal-Mart. Oh, what marvels they've done to the place. Bah.
On the way out, we saw Michael and Adele. I haven't seen Michael in ages. His hair is all pretty now.
Went back to Derek's where we saw one of his neighbours walking her dog in his yard. Of course, the dog did his business. Once she caught sight of us, she took to running down the road to her house.
Watched some old caveman movie. Old as in early 1990's, but it was scary nonetheless.
:cough:
I got in 40 minutes late ;)
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| Time: | 2:00 am. |
| Mood: | happy!!!. |
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9 months :)
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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
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"The industrialization of the restaurant kitchen has enabled the fast food chains to rely upon a low-paid and unskilled workforce. While a handful or workers manage to rise up the corporate ladder, the vast majority lack full-time employment, receive no benefits, learn few skills, exercise little control over their workplace, quit after a few months, and float from job to job."
And excerpt from "Fast Food Nation" by Eric Schlosser.
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| Time: | 12:04 am. |
| Music: | "Somebody Told Me" - The Killers. |
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Communing to LSU from Denham is going to be a little hard.
I know many people do it, including Christie.
But, I may be living on campus second semester or next year.
Because, even though my first class is at 9:30, it's still going to be hell.
At least I found where to park.
Derek's going to LSU next semester. This semester at Southeastern because his mom is evil.
He's going to move out when he starts LSU, and get an apartment around campus, like Mandi did. I really don't see him living with another guy.
So, who knows, there are a few options. I may be moving sooner than I thought.
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Eh. I have my schedule.
M W 9:30 - 10:30 Computer Science 1100
M W F 1:30 - 2:30 Biology 1001
M W F 2:30 - 3:30 History 2055
W 10:30 - 12:30 Lab [Computer Science]
T T 1:30 - 3:00 English 1001
T T 3:00 - 4:30 Math 1021
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15 hours
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Hmm. Things lately have been nice.
I get to see Derek a lot.
But I think this week is going to be rugged and not let me all that much. Fucker.
Small word of advice. Do not drink Pepsi Edge or C2 Coke. They have that sugar replacer, Aspartame and it just doesn't taste the same.
But C2 is addictive. Derek brought over two cans for us to try. We drank a little while watching Requiem for a Dream. After he left, I finished mine THEN his. He woke up and was searching for some. We NEED the coke.
Or to smoke some catnip together. Light up a bowl of that. Hahaha.
I love how almost ever System of a Down song is so damned happy sounding while he says something like "Fuck the system". It's classic.
David gave me a nice list of music to download. That was a few days ago. And I've only downloaded one song. I hate Kazaa. And Soulseek doesn't work for me. Fucker.
Orientation tomorrow. 8am - 5pm, I think. Nothing like waking up early and taking placement tests, then walking around the whole of LSU is this nice Louisiana weather. Sunscreen!
Derek has a wonderful story to tell, about his catnip. But he won't post it. He wants me to. NO, NEVER. I will get him to, dammit.
How, off to the grandparent's. [!!]
And Happy Father's Day, although I don't think there are any fathers on my friends list [At least there shoudn't be!]
Oh! And a chinchilla shall be my new pet. One day.
♥
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Saturday, June 19th, 2004
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Thursday, June 17th, 2004
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So, Jordan and David. I found out.
Christie, I had no idea. But go for it. Please.
Rachel and I did something to a person and an animal. I really want to know more about this one.
Mandi smokes behind Austin's back. I think it would be a joint effort. No pun intended, I swear.
Travis makes sure we pay our taxes. I WILL NEVER.
Derek is married to a horse. This...scares me.
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| Time: | 12:07 am. |
| Music: | Winter : Fear. |
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Freshman Orientation at LSU Monday and Tuesday.
License Wednesday.
Car searching sometime after.
Searching for a job sometime after that.
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So, I'm eighteen now. Woo fucking hoo.
This was quite possibly the worst birthday I've ever had.
I don't think I've ever felt so alone on a supposed special day.
Oh well. I'm tired of trying for people who don't care.
I'm getting a job.
And one more thing, go to hell. Thank you.
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| Time: | 5:30 am. |
| Mood: | happy. |
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Okay, sorry for the radical moodswings. I don't mean it, it just happens.
Saw Man-Dizzle's new apartment. It's pretty and spacious. I'm just going to buy he a crowbar or two and some locks for her door.
Went and saw Harry Potter last night. My first time seeing any Harry Potter movie. Went with Derek, Man-Dizzle and VIS.
I came to a few things...
- Malfoy is a little prick. LOL
- Snape, Lupin and Sirius are all hot. I like older guys.
- English accents are SEXY.
- Ron must be Irish.
- Why the HELL was there a deer in Harry's place?!
Okay, it was a good movie, I'll have to see the first two now.
Then, the books. LOL
I have no idea what's going on
So, tonight, Derek and I were supposed to go see Van Helsing, but my mom didn't want me leaving at 9 to go see it.
We ran to Wal-Mart and rented Requiem for a Dream instead.
Ran into Justin and Kristy in BOTH Wal-Mart and Blockbuster. THEY STALK US.
OOOH! Do you see the new reply feature they've implemented? Try replying to a comment, it's nifty!
Amazed by simple things at 5:40 am.
Thank you, everyone. I love you all. HUGS FOR ALL!
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I give up.
I honestly give up.
I'm not what you want. Stop all of this then.
Of course, this is nothing. This will go unseen, and even if seen, unreplied to. As that's how it is with all of my e-mails, posts and anything else.
They must all mean nothing. Like me.
I'm tired of feeling like nothing.
I'm tired of crying myself to sleep because of the failure I am.
I can't do anything right. This has been proven to me time and time again.
Now, I see it as I can't keep someone's attention long enough. They seek other means of that.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know if I can trust the mood I'm in.
But, I'm sure it won't matter at any rate.
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Saturday, June 12th, 2004
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cancel the saturday thing
everyone can find something much better to do
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Thursday, June 10th, 2004
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The whole mood-shift thing has started again. Uncontrollable crying. Mean to the opposite sex.
I hate when I get like this. I hate treating people like that and not seeing anything wrong with it, until a week later.
I especially hate arguing with Derek over small things. This has always happened. I don't know how the hell he's put up with it.
Geez, I love him.
Anyway. Four days until eighteen. Yay.
I'll make another update about some [plans].
It's funny how dead things bloat when it rains.
I need my license, dammit! That's what I'm telling my mother I want for my birthday. Scratch that, need.
It's impossible to drive with her.
She gets home later and later from work, leaving no time for me to cart her around.
This is so damned frustrating.
I keep thinking about The Day After Tomorrow.
I REALLY liked that movie. I don't know, just something about it.
I want to see it again, sometime soon *smile*
Thank you, and good-night.
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This was me during school days, I swear.
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I'm either deleting this journal, or doing a massive friends cut.
My other journal is getting a friends cut as well.
And I won't be on-line anymore. Boo-hoo.
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| Time: | 9:11 pm. |
| Mood: |  Fuck off.. | | Music: | "Pulse of the Maggots" - Slipknot.. |
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I love how people want nothing but what they want.
Other people don't mean shit.
I'm totally sick of this.
I'm sick of feeling like nothing to people who I care so much about.
Maybe caring like this is a big mistake on my part.
Maybe I should start not giving a fuck about people like they don't give a fuck about me.
I'm sorry I'm so inconvenient for everyone.
I'm sorry that my phone never works.
I'm sorry that I'm never on-line,
I'm sorry that I'm never available to do anything.
Can you smell the sarcasm, or did I have to point it out?
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